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"Who I am and what I want are a secret."

Yes, my friends. I'm home. And as you can see, I'm a wee bit lazy to update my blog. Unfortunately, laziness has caught up to me and is now leading the race. So, I REALLY got to buck up and chase after it.

Parting is such sweet sorrow, as one would say. Bittersweet, I'd say. But I was truly surprised when I saw tears in their eyes. Oh, no, not all them cried, please. XD But two of them did, and I was really really surprised. I didn't know how much my parting would mean to them, and to my regret, I didn't give much thought about this. It made me feel...really sad, and perhaps for a moment there, I could hear myself cursing at my own idiocy for thinking of such things about UiTM.

Hence, 'tis probably another bad part of me that I notice. I only take and believe what most people say to me and then quote those words to others without giving 'em credit (sometimes I do). People say that it was a bad place; I believed it. I went there with that kind of mentality, and to make matters worse, I filled it with even more bad thoughts. And now that I've come to realise how wrong it was, I felt really bad...

Someone should punish me. Really.

Well, I know, the cold caught me and my Mother's not talking. But...but it's...