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My resolve is unfathomable.

She stared in awe at the sight before her. It, no-- She was beautiful.

My mind is stronger.

If there were words to describe such a phenomenon, she would have used them right now. Yet, such words were not in existence as of yet. She had to resort to the one phrase that was the closest she could use to paint this view into words; out of this world.

I am you, and you are Me.

- - -

Fellow readers, I am glad you have come.

You could probably be of help to fight the nervous feeling I feel in me now. I hope. Maybe.

So I recently attended a discussion on the existence of God, but to my dismay, I was able to predict it before it even started. The title "Does God exists through modern science?", if spoken through Islam and its Holy Quran, has an obvious answer to it. One that many of us already know of, particularly me as I am constantly exposed to such things from my pious mother.

Yet, I attended it, in hopes that the speaker would be able to answer my questions, my dilemmas. Yes, all these while, I chose to stay in my little bubble of "Allie's Laws of the World" and continuously speculate and assume the events of the world. Among the many laws in the little bubble were:

(1) God is a concept. The one who created us is the Creator.
(2) Yes, He just created us and left us here.
(3) Humans already have a sliver of the power of 'creation', and that is called 'faith'.
(4) Of course we can't create things out of thin air. But we create opportunities, chances, situations, events, and many more.
(5) Religion is created as a way to worship and give thanks to the Creator.
(6) God is born from Religion and it is personalised by many humans.
(7) That fact where humans create their Gods? That is true.
(8) Natural selection. Murphy's Law. They rule us when we do nothing. We rule them when we do something. Hence, faith.
(9) Every bad and good thing happens to everyone, regardless of race, religion, region, deformity, etc.
(10) Why did the Creator create us? I couldn't care less. We're already here.

And the there is this theory which I lovingly dubbed it as the 'Eternal Cycle' theory. Heard of that musical game some people play? The one called "There's A Hole In the Bottom of the Sea"? It's precisely that.

For those not familiar with that musical game, allow me to explain further. The 'Eternal Cycle' theory is a little something I created in my many travels and speculating. It's basically just this; we are all figments of someone's mind. That someone is the one who created us. He/She only thought of us, and there we were. The being only added 'logical-like' explanations for the many events that occurred in the world. Now here's where the term 'Eternal Cycle' makes more sense:

that being is also a figment of someone else's mind.

And the next.

And the next.

Et cetera.

It's crazy and skewed, but certainly better than some alien mofo from Scientology.

If anything, I wish to share my thoughts and views with the speaker soon. Maybe.

- - -

She was no longer the miserable, humiliated being that was with her for the longest time.

She is new.

She is stronger.

The young woman watched in awe at the sight of the beautiful lady seated on a floating throne. One look upon her and one could only say 'silver' or 'white'.

Her dark hair, long and shimmering with the little silver trinkets adorning it. Her crown was high and majestic like the mighty Queen she was. She was no longer a many-faced being, instead, there is only one. Proud, confident, and just; the three traits that made the expression on the lady's face. A white robe was garbed around her, with a woolen gray mantle around her shoulders.

In one hand, she carried a scepter.

On the other, a sword.

I am Asherah.

I am you.

"And you are Me," she replied.