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"Who I am and what I want are a secret."

Lately, I can't seem to grasp the very idea of living at all. You could say that this life I'm living is like...a routine, something I have to go by until my battery runs out. But is this all there is?

Yea, go ahead. Tell me to be more religious and maybe through this, I might just find the meaning I've longed searched. But that would only result in me trying to find god. And you know what they say nowadays; god's dead. Not that he's literally dead, in fact, I think he just took off the moment he was done with this god-forsakened place he called The Universe.

At least that's what the world taught me.

"Hey there. You've reached Ryo Hirasaki's house phone, and you guessed it; I'm not at home. So leave a message after the beep"

"You asshole, I know you're there. Pick up the goddamn phone,"

My name is Ryo. I'm a detective. And I decided to answer the phone.

"Fuck off, Mitsuo. It's my day off,"

"Ryo, it's about your client..."

My client? Oh yes, I remember working on a case a few days ago. My client is some senator's wife, whatever her name was. She wanted me to keep an eye out on her husband's activities. Apparently, she was told that her husband was seeing another woman behind her back. Yes, the usual ones about affairs, et cetera. Normally, I'd turn down those kinds of offer, but I figured there was something I could get from her...maybe something that I can use against those corrupted higher-ups.

To be honest, I wanted this city to be rid of them all for good. I mean, that's what a cop does, right? The citizens first before anything else, right?

"What about her?" I asked while getting dressed.

There was a sigh, and then he continued; "She's dead,"

I paused for a moment there; dead?

"You'd better come down here, Ryo. It doesn't look good,"

I contemplated, and decided to go pay her my last visit; "Be there in 5,"

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I'll continue this tomorrow. I'm...terribly tired right now.

Ah, and I have found another obsession today:



This...is addicting. It's...affecting me too.

Goddamnit.