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Aufsteigende Flügel is German for "Soaring Wings", a beautiful piano piece composed by Masashi Hamauzu. It is a retreat, a place for me to speak my mind, my thoughts, and my ideas. I bid you all welcome and please, enjoy your stay while you can.

In case you're wondering, the song you hear playing in the background is called Memories, composed and performed by Kow Otani for the best PS2 game of all time, Shadow of the Colossus. This was one of the many unused tracks from the game, so I thought I might do it justice playing this lovely track here. It may take a while to load, but please pause it and give it a good listen. Otani makes good music (unfortunately, this is the only one I know of), and this is one of them. Enjoy!



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Thursday, April 30, 2009, 11:14
i don't want to push you all away

Now all is revealed.

All is done. All is served.

And all that is left is a choice.

My heart speaks for both, my heart yearns for both, but my mind...it reaches out for the logic behind the two choices my heart made.

One is already there, and all it needs is a little fix here and there to make it better.

The other is still in its first phase. Many disadvantages, many...hardships, and it is almost like a descent into the unknown.

People say you should always follow what your heart truly desires. But when they said that, were they even aware of the logic behind their choices? Do they even know the consequences of doing so? Sure, it makes them happy, but what about later? They would probably end up cursing their choice and mistake, hoping that they would be able to undo that mistake.

But time is a cruel being, and when it says that it is too late, it says it with a cold, unloving voice.

I'd like to think that the heart is a naive being, one who is only capable of thinking as far as the present goes. Whereas the mind is where it is able to reach further, contemplate, and think. THINK.

With the heart and mind at war, what is the soul to do?

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