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"Who I am and what I want are a secret."

Yes, forgive me for my typo, TASH. And forgive me for not posting for so long. PR has taken most of my time.

Well, to be precise, Bedlam was the cause of it. XD I created a new character in there so yes. Most of my time was used to develop that character's personality and background history, but I'm still a wee bit confused about this character. His name is Seere, by the way. A demon of the Ars Goetia and an androgynous being as well, but mostly referred to as a "he". And yes, I'm still thinking hard on his personality.

In my mind, I had a strange image of him being a very cool-looking person. Book-ish, calm, and collected. But these traits were similar to another character of mine there (Razakel). So yes, scratch all that. And now the thought of a power-hungry demon who would go out of his way to achieve power and supremacy above the rest comes into mind.

But a cooler looking one, of course. Not like those bombastic/flamboyant way of gathering power etc etc. In my mind, I was thinking of Lelouch (Code Geass) or some devious character like my I.F. (Fukami/Rachtna).

Oh well, so much for that. I still need to plan more about Seere and probably develop Razakel's story. (Psst, Razakel is not his real name, it was just a title for those who serve under King Asmodeus. In fact, he's someone else altogether...someone...higher than the other demons in Ars Goetia. Hehehehe...)

Anyway, yes, updates in life.

First news: I got my PTPTN loan! All that is left is to just...sign a few documents here and there, fix those necessary parts and voila! I will be able to withdraw the money to pay my fees for the next semester (and if there's extra, I MIGHT want to use to travel to Brisbane. =3), and pay back the 9k I borrowed from my stepmom for the SSPN account.

Second news: ...yes, nothing much goes around my life. But I suppose the things in my mind right now are both the PTPTN loan and the UiTM interview I went the other day.

Apparently, I need not dance, sing, or act. They just asked me about some of the local movies I watched (I answered Baik Punya Cilok, Pontianak, and Buli. Apparently, the director of the movie 'Mami Jarum' was there and he looked a wee bit pissy when I didn't mention his movie. =S). Strangely though, I found out that I was the only candidate whom they questioned on international movies. So yes, they asked for three, I gave 'em three;


Oh well. Other than that, everything went well. They seem to like me, I guess, though maybe a wee bit...cold. Honestly, they look scary, especially the lady there. But well, they told me that they were afraid that I might choose Communication over this course if they actually offered this course. So...hmm...my chances on getting this course? I'm not entirely sure myself, but my Mother has high hopes on this.

Hehe, and I might seriously consider this course too. It's affordable and...well, I like writing without restrictions. Art is about freedom, and it is within the art of words that I find myself flying freely in the sky.

I gave 'em two of my stories. One of them thought it was a bit too American. O.o...

Right. Well, those weren't my best stories yet. I have more in here, but I was not told to bring any of them with me. =S Sheesh. Talk about competence. *Sigh* Oh well, 'tis not my place to complain. I only pray that I will get it and then, I'll properly decide on whether to continue in Taylor's or to move to UiTM for this course.

Right, that's all for today. I'll be continuing my PR work now. Farewell.