i'm with you all the way

Wilkommen

Aufsteigende Flügel is German for "Soaring Wings", a beautiful piano piece composed by Masashi Hamauzu. It is a retreat, a place for me to speak my mind, my thoughts, and my ideas. I bid you all welcome and please, enjoy your stay while you can.

In case you're wondering, the song you hear playing in the background is called Memories, composed and performed by Kow Otani for the best PS2 game of all time, Shadow of the Colossus. This was one of the many unused tracks from the game, so I thought I might do it justice playing this lovely track here. It may take a while to load, but please pause it and give it a good listen. Otani makes good music (unfortunately, this is the only one I know of), and this is one of them. Enjoy!



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Tuesday, December 2, 2008, 22:24
so have you any dreams you'd like to sell?

Recently, I've been tuning in to Dreams.




If you actually cared to tune in to the song, you might recognise the tunes of this song. And yes, I'm pretty sure most of you guessed it as that song sung by The Corrs, no? Sorry to break your bubbles, loves, Dreams's original singer is Fleetwood Mac. But not too worry, I was caught in that trap too, until my father pulled me out from that little trap and opened my eyes to his music genre.

Dreams, I thought, was quite an inspirational song to me. In a way, it tells a story about someone who wants everything but remains unaware of the loss in between. It reminds me a lot of Ryoko, a character of mine in my head (and by that, I meant that I haven't written any stories for him).

Ryoko's a philanderer who enjoys sleeping with different women every night (note; I mentioned women, not woman). As a detective and part of the higher-ups in the political realm of Neo-Tokio, he gets paid in big bucks; most of them come from bribes. He sees no meaning in money and merely throws them to the prostitutes he hires.

In a way, you could see that he has somehow lost that purpose in life. He dreams for a better society, he dreams to return to his wife, he dreams to put those corrupted politicians behind bars, he dreams of justice; but to him, they were merely dreams. Tomorrow, for him, was just another today. In his dream for a better society, he only made it worse. In his dreams to return to his wife, he goes off philandering with prostitutes. As for justice, well, Ryoko is the epitome of corruption itself.

Hm, I don't know how else I could describe him. I could imagine him laughing to this song, and then throwing a book at the audio player in frustration. XD Ryoko has always struck me as that kind of person.

At any rate, I'll stop my ramblings and get on with Jo Lyn's lovely tag. =P

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

1. What is your ambition?

Why, it has always been about ruling the world ;)


2. Grab the book nearest to you, open it to page 20 and copy down the fourth line:

"...however; wealth. The people of this country might be starving, but Kae..."

Taken from Elantris by Brandon Sanderson.




3. How often do you think of committing suicide?

An emperor does not give up on her empire. In fact, she will do whatever it takes to immortalise herself in the minds of her people. She does not die. In conclusion, no, I do not think of suicide. Ever.





4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Doubt that. I'd say that my confidence is among the many masks I wear. It's inside that's lacking the true confidence.




5. How many babies do you want?

My son, Rhaegar, and my three daughters: Elerrina, Elissis, and Enefea.





6. Favourite perfume/fragrance?

I don't have it, but I remember the smell. Pleasant. =)





7. What is your goal for this year?

You mean next year. Hmm...I've yet to decide. Then again, who does fulfill yearly goals, hm?




8. What 's a perfect boyfriend/girlfriend to you? (list 10)

One:
One who is like a thousand of everything in one chapter and a thousand of others in the next.

Two:
One who can prove to me that he is not just another typical book.

Three:
One who is like a mystery, just waiting to be solved.

Four:
One whose thought is like a river that flows with mine, both from different sources but eventually merging as one.

Five:
One whose tongue is gifted with the ability to melt the heart and forge it into strong steel.

Six:
One who knows who he is and what he seeks.

Seven:
One who is careful when treading upon dangerous grounds.

Eight:
One who can face his fears and emerge victorious.

Nine:
One who is not afraid to know love, to feel love, and to feel love returning to him.

Ten:
One who is not afraid to love someone like me.




9.
What feeling do you love the most?

Victory?
But when I think about it, I suppose it is love.





10. What is your bad habit?

Like every other student I know (well, most), procrastination. And also...my loud 'bark', if you get what I mean.





11. Is there anything you want to tell to the people who hate you?

"Have we met?"





12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Silly question. Of course I do. I just...don't keep in touch with them that much, that's all.






13. What do you hate most in people?

Empty promises.






14. What do you crave for the most, currently?

THAT.

NEED I SAY MORE?




15. What features /quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?

The voice, really.





16. Describe the person who tagged you in seven words?

Sunshine bright happy but with random storms.






17. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?

Lately? Playing this:






18. What will you become in the next 10 years?

This:
On a library pilgrimage around the world, starting with Trinity College Dublin's library.






19. What's the best way to better living?





As for tagging others and the 20th question...well, I'll just leave it as it is. Let the 20th question find its way amongst my other posts.

Until then, farewell.

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Sunday, November 16, 2008, 19:43
forever never comes around

Inspired by Rae's post, I decided to do my own as well. Here are Rae's instructions for the little Q&A Game:

"Go to Urban Dictionary and type in your answer to each question in the search box, the write the FIRST definition it gives you."

Well, here goes. XD

1) Your name: Alissa
Someone who loves attention. She is hot, beautiful and glamorous and extremely popular. Looks are very important to her, and it often comes off as shallow. If you are a nobody, she doesnt care for you, she only associates with the best. She is outgoing and crazy at times. She craves attention, and she will go to the extreme to get it. She can be a huge bitch if she wants, or the sweetest cutest girl ever. But watch out.. she is fierce

Everyone knows alissa, she is sooo popular

Me: ...I...doubt that. Really.


2)Your age: 19
To "be 19", or to have "gone 19" essentially means that something has gone wrong, is just plain weird, or is inexplicable. Derived from Stephen King's 'Dark Tower' series. Its true meaning, if anything more than a motif, has yet to be revealed.

"Welcome to the 19th level of The Dark Tower."

"The whole fucking world has gone 19."


Me: So it's as vague as 42?


3) One of your friends: Sharleen
usually the name of a shelia in Australia who has puffy blonde hair steriotypically speaking. It's an aussie girl name.

Moira: Sharleen did you check with bob if he had any of that fertilliser left?

Sharleen: Nah I am too busy curling my hair ma.


Me: ...They got Australia right. 0_0


4) What you should be doing: Shower.
Device that men use to wack off while at their in-laws house

i masturbate so much in the shower when it rains i get a hard on

Me: NO. I WAS NOT THINKING OF THAT.


5) Your favourite colour: None
Half a penis

aaaaaa

Me: WTF.


6) Your Birthplace: Malaysia
The country where education is very highly politicised.Also a country where Malays are literaly spoonfed from their moment of their birth up to their deaths.Even if you are the no.1 student in Malaysia,you won't get a place in a public university of your choice if you are not a Malay.A Malay can beat you to the seat even if he's a freakin' retard.That is guaranteed.

Friendly?Yes.Non-racist?Not always so.

The universities of Malaysia are foul-ridden with hordes of lazy,incompetitive Malay students.

Me: ...True...to an extend.


7) Last person you talked to: Aiman
Aiman isn't defined yet.

Me: *sighs in relief*


8) Last thing you had to drink: Ice water
a great wu-tang raised rap group.

ice WATER

Me: ...Uh-huh.


9) Your nickname: Allie/Shasha/Lis/Lissa

Allie
(a) A name usually given to females and is derived from the male names "Alexander, Alessandro"

(b) Short for "Allison, Alexandra, Alexandria, or Alessandra."

(c) People with this name are usually goodlooking/attractive, smart, funny, and very nice.

(d) It literally means "protector of mankind"

"Allie is the prettiest, smartest, funniest, nicest, most awesome girl in my class."

Me: ...once more, I doubt that. 0.o


Shasha
a male pretending to be or making fun of a gay person,

robert is such a shasha,,but he is funny.

Me: I am shocked. Shocked.


Lis
LIS simply stands for laughing in Silence. For all of you who have the addicting thing called myspace, use LIS instead of LOL.

Dude 1: That was fun shooting that video w/ AZN and Long Hair Man.

Dude 2: LIS, screw LOL


Me: Thanks for the nickname, Di.


Lissa
A female name meaning "To be the best".

Don't act so "Lissa" JT, You're down with the dogs.

Me: ...I guess that helps. Thanks Lex, Li. =3



That was fun, while it lasted.

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Monday, August 18, 2008, 22:40
and I'll only take medicine if it's followed by sweet

Hoorah! A TAG! XD

I'll just copy the rest from Mr. Max then~

Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation. Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.



1) The age you'll be on your next birthday

Oh, Grover. =.=

2) A place you'd like to travel to

Austria

3) Your favourite place

A penthouse of my own, designed somewhat like this.


4) Your favourite food

The grilled dory fillet has officially become my favourite food!


5) Your favourite pet

Egyptian Mau. Lovely.


6) Your favourite colour combination

Red and Yellow


7) Your favourite piece of clothing

A lovely black-blue gown of velvet. (That is, if such a thing existed here. *sighs*)


8) Your all time favourite song

Especially Simon and Garfunkle's version.


9) Your favourite TV show



10) First name of your significant other/crush

It begins with an A.


11) The town you live in

Mont' Kiara-ish, I suppose.


12) Your first job

Ushered the press into that room there~!


13) Your dream job

A ruling queen.

An author (I know, she's writing a letter, but meh)

Drama Actress (Perhaps land the role of Titania in A Midsummer's Night Dream)


14) A bad habit you have

Stage Fright
(Yes, I consider this as a bad habit because this can be overcome easily but I have not made any effort for that, and thus, I consider this as my bad habit)



15) Your worst fear

Isolophobia - The fear of being isolated/alone.



16) The one (or many! <-- edited by Allie) thing you'd like to do before you die

Publish my stories!

Good sex. ;)

Marriage.

And having my first child
(praying hard for the firstborn to be a son and name him 'Rhaegar')


I tag:

Rae
Chel
Debbie
Mistcakes

Enjoy~!

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Saturday, April 5, 2008, 08:03
More Tags

Now I know why you all are tired of doing tags. XD Then again, this is pretty fun~! XD

In a way. Yea. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, NEJI~~~~~ 0_____0 I'll be sure to give you a LONGER tag for you to do.

REPLACE 1 Q WITH UR OWN Q. Then, tag 8 ppl.



Who is ur all time inspiration?

My I.F.s, and maybe even Ms Natasha. XD

Name the kids you plan to have! (yes, I have to keep this up in case I forget later on~ XD)
My son Rhaegar! And my three daughters: Elerrina, Elissis, Enefea.

If u were to be stranded on a deserted island, who r the 3 blog buddies u would take with u?
3? It was four in the last tag. 0__0 Oh well~ XD

Aiman, Russell, Rae (SHORTY I WILL TAKE YOU THERE~ XD), Joseph (I need to SUCK all of your powers~ 8) )

Where is the place u want to go the most?
Austria. With lots of money on me, of course. And let it be a solo vacation for two whole weeks.

If u can have 1 dream to come true, wad would it be?
Seeing my stories turn into anime/movie/manga. But...hmm, to actually achieve that, I have to finish the stories on all my I.F.s before they all start disappearing.

But yea, I'd like that to happen. =)

Do u have a crush now?
I'm with him. =3

Wad r u most afraid to lose now?
LAAAPTOPPPP~!!

XD Seriously, I think it'd be my ability to read, think, and write.

If u win $1 million, wad would u do?
Keep the half for my kids. Spend the other half on paying for my education, owning a penthouse with the rest of the furnitures in it, and traveling.

And a cat.

If u meet someone that u love, would u confess to her?
I'll give it a few days, maybe even a week. If I've confirmed that my affection is returned with his, then I'll confess.

Didn't actually turn out that way with Aiman. But heck. That works too if you're very very sure. XD

List out 3 good points of the person who tagged u:
Neji = good at bowling (;___;), futsal, generous (XD), and seems very reliable. =)

Wad r the requirements that u wish 4rom ur other half?
Love, comfort, and understanding. (Money, of course, is needed~ XD And sexy-ness as well)

Which type of person do u hate the most?
Idiots. Ignorants.

Wad is ur ambition?
To rule the world? Nah, can't do that. I suppose it's to just be a better someone...and to be a good mother to my children. =P

If u have faults, would u rather the ppl around u point out to u, or would u rather they keep quiet?
Don't keep it to yourselves, TELL.

Wad do u think is the most important thing in ur life?
Ambition. Dreams. And the will to move forward.

R u a shopaholic or not?
It all depends on my money. =3 And my plans.

Do u believe in miracles?
Depends on how often it happens to me. XD

If u have a chance, which part of ur character would u like to change?
My...ability to think before I speak. Need to work on that more.

Is there anything that u have done which u regret?
Plenty.

Wad do u feel like doing now?
This can be anything, right? Right?

I'd like a long drive to someplace far...alone, or with him. No one else.


I tag:

  1. Chel
  2. Debs
  3. Aiman (I know you won't do it~ =.= )
  4. Russell
  5. Sawwaa!
  6. To whomever it may concern~ XD

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Monday, March 31, 2008, 12:17
Tag...On An Empty Page, by Macintosh PCs.

Sadly, I am doing this on a MAC PC. Therefore, centre-izing the whole...post here is impossible, lest I find a way to...do something. Well, I'll leave it as it is for now. =P Here's another tag from Debbie. 0___0 Enjoy~ if you can. XD


Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
My imaginary friends. =3 Most of my stories come from them and such. Well, I can't just depend on 'em so I'll just mention a few names here like...Aiman, Russell, Sakinah, Sai, Tash, and the rest of you whose names I failed to mention. XD Thank you!

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Yesss~ long long ago. =P

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 4 blog buddies you would take with you?

Aiman: I'm sure he could think of a nice plans on getting off the deserted island and back into civilisation.
Russell: He has vast knowledge on fishes, and since we're on an island, he COULD hunt fishes for us and such. XD
Sakinah: So I could go whack with her when my head starts to get...odd.
Rae: So Sakinah and I can go whack with her AND still be the one to maintain sanity should the rest of us fail. XD

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Away from home, with lots of money on me.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
All my Imaginary Friends exists and this world was actually the fake one?

No, that's never going to happen, so I'll move to the most possible one.

A SOLO HOLIDAY. WITH MY OWN MONEY. LOTS OF MONEY WITH ME.

6. Do you have a crush now?
I'm with him already. XD

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My laptop.

Well, not exactly. More like...him, I guess. I'm afraid of losing him.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Save half of the amount, and spend the other . <-- I agree with Debs.

Half for my family, later. And the other half for my education, my sister's, a few other siblings, to help my family in financial matters and such.

And of course. For travelling. =)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yes. That was exactly what I did. XD

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- Always changes her hairstyle. Kinda gives her a different and fresh new look everytime you see her.
-Bubbly!
-Good with switching on/off the lights at my command. 8)

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Yes, I agree with Debs. LOVE THYSELF. Only then will you come to love others.

That, and I want someone who has a good sense of humour, witty with words, smart, slightly arrogant, sexy with eyes and voice, and possesses that...dominant-like presence about him. XD I'm just describing Aiman, aren't I? XD

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Idiots.

13. What is your ambition?
I want to be something like what Ms. Natasha is doing now. Umm...but if possible, I'd like to be involved in plays. A journalist with a part-time acting in stage plays. =3

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Them pointing out to me. It's like that story about the Greeks last time, when they have this bag of good deeds hanging on your front and the bag of faults hanging behind you, balancing the good deeds and such. You can't see this bag of faults because it's place behind you, but others can.

So yea, other people notices you better. But then again, it's up to you to judge. You can't swallow and digest everything they say. They might be wrong at times. =)

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My life? Well, food in my tummy is one thing because it keeps me alive and well.

And then there is inspiration. And the need to keep moving on. Yes, I think those two are very important.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Shopaholic in the making ><

17. Do you believe in miracles?
Perhaps. It happens to me at times. But often, I don't see it as miracle as compared to those stories in the Quran and the Bible where food appears out of nowhere. Seriously, why do stuff like that happen in the past but not now?

Another reason to question its authenticity. Not even sure if it's a word. =S

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
My confidence. I want to be more confident and less...well...hoo-haa! Oh no, I like being hoo-haa~ I just want to control it a bit when I'm presenting on stage, that's all.

19. Is there anything that u have done which u regret?
...yes.

20. What do you feel like doing now?
EAT. FOOD. MUST HAVE FOOD.

I wanna tag :

- Sarah (because I know you do tags~ XD)
- Anyone else...=S

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Thursday, March 27, 2008, 15:38
Another tag. 0_0

1. Follow the instructions
2. Post to your lj
3. Tag seven people to do the same
4. If you receive a letter from someone, comment on their entry.

Do-it-yourself-goodbye-letter

Do it like this:

Dear (the person who last texted/smsed you).

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___.I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___.I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory.You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm inlove with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
Annat; With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit at
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs; Man
O.C.; Emotional
One Tree Hill; Open
Heroes; Frostbitten
Lost; High
House; Scarred
Simpsons; Cowardly
The news; Mongolic
Idol; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model; Middle-class
Annat; Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family


Dear Aiman,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your sister. I think I realized it When I quoted Santa In women's clothing and I saw you Sit at My father. I'm sure you're Scarred enough to understand That Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning The couch cushions to you, but I'll keep Your photo as a memory.You should also know that I Always will remember Oprah Winfrey imitations.

Greetings to your freaky family,
-Allie-


;_______________________________________________________________;

I DIDN'T MEAN IT, REALLY. I REALLY DIDN'T. YOU WERE THE LAST PERSON TO TEXT ME IN MY INBOX.



And I don't watch Oprah. Really. And and...;___; I don't wanna leave you. ;___;



Oh well. I DO know that Santa's a fake and you know it. =P
TAGGY TIME!


1. Aiman
2. Sarah
3. Russell
4. Rashie
5. Winnie
6. Quickening
7. Qiki


Aaaaaaaaaaall the best~! XD

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13:00
10 Sexiest Man?

Hmm...this is a tag I don't normally see. 0.o My list of top ten sexiest famous men includes those that do not exist in real life, sadly.

Of course, there is one very sexy man I know, but I don't want to list him up here. =P Simply because... blegh, I'll do the tag first, THEN I'll say why. XD

01. Compose a list of YOUR top ten sexiest famous men.
02. Collect one picture of each guy on your list.
03. Post them in your journal.
04. Tag five people to do the same

10. Johnny Depp

9. Jude Law

8. Yamashita Tomohisa

For some reason, I seem to see the main character in Persona 3 in him. I mean, LOOK AT HIM. HIS CLOTHES. HIS HAIR. 0__0

7. Main Character from Persona 3 (Manga Name: Minato...something).
COMPARE. AND CONTRAST. THEY BOTH LOOK THE SAME. Or maybe it's just my eyes. BUT STILL.

6. Wander from Shadow of the Colossus
I believe he deserves credit after all that he's done for the girl, Mono. ;___; And I like looking at him, and his voice, and his ragdoll animation-ish when I make him fall. 8)


5. Endrance from .hack//G.U.
He's beautiful...*drool* Yes, I have clearly lost my mind. Men are beautiful when they are more feminine-like. Women are...yea, women should stay women. =P

4. Albel Nox from Star Ocean 3: Till The End of Time
Though he may be gay-looking, I still think he's sexy. There's a sense of dominance, power, and cruelty in him that I really like. XD

3. Albert Silverberg from Suikoden III
A renowned tactician from Holy Harmonia. And a very snobby-looking man too. Brilliant with his tactics in wars (and his plots, and betrayals). All the more reason for me to like him. A lot. XD He's such a bastard, but somehow...he seems more like a refined type of bastard. LOL, I imagine him in my mind and he's definitely a far more...arrogant asshole than Aiman (oh no, love, don't get the wrong idea. I do adore arrogance~).

Before (<3)

After (0__0)
2. Yabu Kota
Now I know why you like little boys, Rashie...*drool*
1. Saaya, my imaginary friend.
I got no picture of him though. But yea, in my mind, he is a very beautiful winged being. Six great white/grey wings of the Seraphim (it's a rank, not how holy he is to God), beautiful long golden hair, regal robes of white and grey,
and there's the eyes. Such intense blue eyes. There were no sparkles in them, it's just blue. Plain blue. But there's a certain something about those eyes that make me wonder at times. It's so serious, yet...understanding. I don't know. It's an enigma. His eyes. =P


Well, that's about it. Most of them aren't real, as you can see. Hehe, perhaps perfection lies within those that do not exist? Thus, perfection does not exist? Blegh, I talk too much.


And yes, I tag:


1. Sawwaa! (I'd like to see~ XD)
2. Winnie! (if you ever read my blog~ :S)
3. Aiman! (LOL)
4. JOSEPH (YES. 8D)
5. Russell! (=P Just do it, for me, na? XD)


Of course, there is one very sexy man I know, but I don't want to list him up here. =P Simply because...


He's mine and belongs to no lists. =3

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008, 21:01
The Return of My Laptop!

I got tagged. Again. XD Well, not exactly, since my name was not written down below there, but by the order of the lady High Pimpstress, I shall fulfill her request.

And yes, I'm bored. And terribly happy as well.

MY LAPTOP'S BACK! MY DEAR DARLING LUCILLE~ XDD

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Before we start, the rules are as follows:

Put your music player on shuffle.
For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

Let the survey begin....

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
-->Title Loop 2<-- soundtrack from SMT: Nocturne, composed by Shoji Meguro. ...I freikugel them? With my piercing abilities? Sure, why not~ XD

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
-->Prologue<-- soundtrack from Xenosaga I: Der Wille Zur Macht, by Yasunori Mitsuda.
Uhh...a growing personality? Because the song grows as well...0.o WHY DO I KEEP GETTING SOUNDTRACKS? 0___0

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

-->Adia<-- by Sarah Mclachlan
Umm...someone I've disappointed before? Seems like it, judging from the lyrics, lol~ XD

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

-->Burn My Dread (Last Battle)<-- by Yumi Kawamura & Lotus Juice.
OH YEA, BABY~ I FEEL LIKE BURNING MY DREAD, Y'ALL~ XDDD

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

-->Endless<-- by Etro Anime
...my life's purpose is Endless? Hmm...yes, indeed I deserve to live forever~ XD

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
-->PLUTO<-- by SOIL & "PIMP" Sessions
Suave with sexy saxes blowing my way~ *wink*

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
-->Acidentally In Love<-- by Counting Crows
LOL, I must say, yes. I never expected to be friends with such a strange but wonderful bunch in my college and yes, school as well. Not much from school, but yes, college seems to suit this more~ XD

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

-->Do What You Have To Do<-- by Sarah Mclachlan
You know...I think it does make sense. The lyrics seems to fit, a little. I wish I could let them go sometimes, but at the same time, "I don't know how to let them go", just as the lyrics says. "No, I can't be with you, I do what I have to do," pretty much states what will happen in the future, in a way...

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

-->Hepatica (KOS-MOS)<-- soundtrack from Xenosaga III: Also Sprach Zarathustra
...often, I wonder what the lyrics meant in this song, but when I listen to other Kajiura songs, I kinda get the feeling that all of the gospel-chorus-like songs have the same lyrics (an exception for Xenosaga II: Jenseits von Gud un Bose's soundtrack. They're more tribal.).

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?

-->The Scientist<-- by Coldplay
...a scientist? 0.o Well, I suppose that fits Russ more than my other besties. =3

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
-->Amie<-- by Damien Rice
Aaw, such a sweet song~ It speaks of dreams that still exists within everyone...and growing up. =)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

-->I Don't Think Now's The Best Time<-- soundtrack from PotC: At World's End
0____0 tell me why, please tell me why it's not the best time? 0______0

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

-->In The Sky<-- by Miz, soundtrack from Grandia III
Yes~! Just like Aufsteigende Flugel! I wish to fly! =D

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

-->Satsuriku New Wave<-- by SOIL and "PIMP" Sessions
O__________________o I feel like...my heart pumps faster...with the rhythm of this song? Chaotic, perhaps? O.o

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

-->In A Limestone Cave<-- soundtrack from Xenosaga III: Also Sprach Zarathustra
They think I'm in a limestone cave, eh? Brilliant. XD

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

-->Currents<-- soundtrack from Genso Suikogaiden Vol 1
Well, it certainly sounds a tad bit Celtic, so I don't mind dancing to it though I'd rather dance to "Withered Earth" than this. XD

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

-->Memai<-- by SOIL & "PIMP" Sessions.
"I CAN BREATHE, OH. MY. GOD!!" I know, that doesn't make sense. O.o

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
-->My Immortal<-- by Evanescence
...the fear of a ghost following me wherever I go? Nah, sorrow is more like it. Or something of the sort. O.o

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

-->Monsoon<-- by Tokyo Hotel
I know I've driven through very heavy rains, but I did those alone. ;__; Not much of a secret, except maybe, I broke a few rules? XD

TAG:

AIMAN. RUSS. I DON'T CARE, YOU BOTH WILL DO THIS WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT.
NEJI, YOU AS WELL. I'M NOT LETTING YOU GO.

*evil laughter*
Oh, and whoever passes by my blog will have to do it as well, yes. =3

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008, 12:10

Ah, it seems that Madame Pimpstress has required me to complete this task of hers. Perhaps by me doing this, the Madame will be able to gather all the powers in this world and rule it~

XD Kidding~ But I do like powers. =3

This linky love trail rules:-

When you got tagged, you have to add your name to people who had done the tag and and let the list grow!

Those Who Dunnit
Limadang.com
RamblingMoo.com
blogginginmypyjamas
StylewithPassion
Chinneeq
Dora-zooropazoo
Babyshern
Farah (me)
Bani gundu
Frankensteina
Diyanazman
Najmy
hana ni mo nai
LindoshSlebet
cepoter
hUmmY
dayana
ELLE LIZA
~Scarlet Kiss
Sawwaa!
Allie

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First Name - Alissa
Nickname - Allie, Shasha (grandpa's), Lis (Dina's~ XD).
Name you wish you had - Once, it used to be Akiko, but now, I'm quite happy with my name. =)
What do people normally mistake your name as - Alyssa. =.= Please la.
Birthday - October 17
Birthplace - Pantai Medical Centre, KL
Time of Birth - 1.00am something. I can't quite remember. ^_^;
Single or taken - Taken~ =3
Zodiac sign - Libra, the Balancer.


-Your Appearance-

How tall are you - Last I checked, I was 159cm. I hope I've grown taller than that. =(
Wish you were taller - Of course! At least people won't ask if I'm still from high school~ =.=
Eye color - Dark brown.
Eye color you want - I often imagine gold. =P
Natural Hair color - Black.
Current Hair color - Dark Brown (thanks to swimming) with faint streaks of blonde.
Short or long hair - Short. ;__; Mom cut my hair.
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - Wish I could~ I was thinking fiery red or violet. Are streaks of blonde bizzare enough?
Curly,Straight,Wavy - Naturally wavy-curly. Then I did rebonding and it's straighter now.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - I CUT IT SHORT AND REBONDED IT. 0___0
Glasses or contacts - Glasses~
Do you wear make-up - Sometimes. ^_^;
Ever had hair extensions - I have a wig! If...that helps. ^_^;
Paint your nails - Black. For a movie shooting. ;___; I look like brat more than a goth/emo.

-In the opposite gender-

What color eyes - Emerald green.
What color hair - Red. Any shade of red is fine, so long as it's not super BRIGHT red. 0__0
Shy or Outgoing - Outgoing, of course~ But a little of both is interesting as well~
Looks or personality - Personality. XD Looks would be a plus~ =)
Sexy or Cute - Sexy's fun~ But cute adds more personality to him~ XD
Serious or Fun - Fun, of course! But serious at the right time too~
Older or Younger than you - I've experienced both, and I much prefer the older one. =3
A turn on - A man dressed in fine clothes, sitting on a high chair, looking all high and mighty with that arrogant look on his face. In his hand, he holds a glass of wine (or any drinks suitable for glass) and he smirks at you, thinking you won't be able to subdue him in any way.

Ehehe...yes, I have a thing with arrogant-looking men.
A turn off - Men in tights. 0.o And relies more on his look than his manners and such. Yes. Rude AND in tights. =.=

-This or that-

Flowers or Chocolate - Chocolates! I'm hungry...=(
Pepsi or Coke - Pepsi!
Rap or Rock - Neither!
Relationship or One night stand - Relationship. =)
School or Work - School! But I can't stay there for long... ;__;
Love or Money - Love, but money's important as well. Secondary, of course.
Movies or Music - Music, baby~!
Country or City - City. CITY!
Sunny or Rainy days - I like mild. And windy. =)
Friends or Family - My friends are like my family too! So yea! Family!

-Have you ever-

Lied - Who doesn't?
Stole something - More like, I borrowed and I forgot to give it back. That's stealing, right? ;__;
Smoked - Never. I try not too. ;__;
Hurt someone close to you - ...yes. =(
Broke someone's heart - Yes. ;___;
Had you heart broken - Once. Only once. And I don't want to feel it again. ;__;
Wondered what was wrong with you - All the time. =(
Wish you were a prince/princess - Can't I be Emperor? ^_^;
Liked someone who was taken - More of the opposite way, actually. ^_^;
Shaved your head - ...NO.
Been in love - So many times. Even till now. =)
Used chopsticks - Uhh...yea...O.o...
Sang in the mirror to yourself - Whenever I have a tune stuck in my head~ XD

-Favorites-

Flower - Cherry Blossoms and Lavenders (for multiple). Lilies or Irises (for single).
Candy - Minty ones~ XD
Song - Current fav: Green Finch and Linnet Birds, a soundtrack from Sweeney Todd. The song where Johanna sang. Her voice was beautiful...for a very light soprano. Very very beautiful.
Scent - I rarely use perfumes...but if possible, musky ones. ^_^;
Color - Black. Sexy Red. Regal Blue.
Movie - Sweeney Todd and V For Vendetta!
Singer - Current: Susie Suh and Emilie Simon!
Word - Eternal.
Junk food - Keropok! If that runs out, BISCUITS!
Website - Currently: Surreal * Twilight
Lotion - Anything, as long as it works on my very dry skin.
Animal - Foxes and Wolves.

Ever cried over someone - ...yes. =(
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - My hair! And...well, maybe be a little more confident and...not too gullible. Wits~! I need more wits!
Do you think you're attractive - I suppose so. ^_^; But I think I'm more in between~
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - Beauty and The Beast. =)
Do you play any sports - Swimming! And ahtletics! (not the long-distance ones ;__;)


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The rules:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules.- List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people

1. I'm a dreamer, and I get my inspirations from these dreams.
2. Even though I'm a grade 8 grad, I still can't play certain songs properly. ;__;
3. I want to rule the world someday.
4. I like cookies~
5. I have imaginary friends that I still keep till now. =)
6. I love rping.
7. Blogging is still odd and new to me. O.o
8. I am trying to compose a song. ;__;
9. I like being naughty and philosophical~ XD
10. You think you know me, but you're so wrong. =P

8 people I tag:

1. Rae!
2. Joseph!
3. Chel!
4. Mistcakes!
5. Russ!
6. Rashionized!
7. Winnie!
8. Jason!

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Saturday, January 26, 2008, 16:44
Tag. =.=

I'd very much like to write down a proper entry today, but due to unforeseen circumstances, i had to do a tag.

well, i miss doing one. So why not, na? =3


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LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
- TAROT CARDS!
- PSP!
- SILENT HILL ORIGINS!
- NINTENDO DS!
- A nice holiday with him. All fully sponsored by you, of course. *smirk*
(the rest are all in my Desires list)


PERSON WHO TAGG-ED YOU IS: Chel, Joseph, & Rae (am I missing anyone else?)

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER :
Chel
- 1/2 of Rachel.
- Spidey's girl.
- is always in need of new clothes/prom dress/etc
- a hard rocker. Wheeeeeee~
- loves Aussie brand (lol)

Joseph
- *points finger at him* Neji.
- it's all about balls basketballs and futsal-ball.
- he always gets hurt. ;__;
- tall. 0____0
- needs better music.

Rae
- MY "retard" PARTNER IN CRIME!
- Toma! Toma! Toma! (I dunno him!)
- president of the Wei Jiin Fan Club
- V.P. of M.A.C.O.
- NANA! NANA! NANA!

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU:
Chel & Rae
Teamed up together with a few others to buy me a nice prezzie~

Joseph
Staying up with me until 12am, Independence Day!

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU:

Chel
"Retard,"

Joseph
"YOU'LL NEVER SURPASS ME!"

Rae
"I'll belanja you Milo Ais, courtesy of MACO!"

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:

Chel
0___________0

Joseph
I'd rather be his dearest cousin. *smirk*

Rae
...uh...

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE:
Chel
...i don't want to. =( Make peace, everyone? na?

Joseph
We weren't enemies. We were rivals!

Rae
YADA! >.<


PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. Russell (I know you won't do this, but heck XD)
2. Aiman
3. Winnie
4. Jason
5. Sarah
6. Joseph
7. Rashie
8. Wei Hong
9. Evonn
10. Uber-bored people~

WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Rashie > All her pretty little boys... 8)

WHO IS NO. 9 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Evonn > She's weally fwee now~ =3

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
Russell & Evonn > ...0___0... no

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 AND NO. 5?
Russell & Sarah > That'd be fun to watch. 8)

WHAT IS NO. 3 STUDYING?
Winnie > Mass Comm~! With us!

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6?
Joseph > Last week, I think. I haven't been online for quite a while. ;___;

DOES NO. 4 WORK?
Jason > I know he works for student services~ If...that's what you call a job...

DOES NO. 8 HAS ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
Wei Hong > ...I don't even know which school he was from, 'cept from the fact that he was from sarawak~

HOW ABOUT NO. 5?
Sarah > *shrugs* not sure~ do you have cousins in your old school, sarah?

DOES NO. 2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Aiman > Yes! One adorable sister and one younger brother who's his loyal sidekick.

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.3?
Winnie > We were in the same course, same class, same group. =3

NO.4?
Jason> ditto.

WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
Russell > Sri Hartamas!

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
Aiman> SANDMAAAAAAAAAAN~!! MASSCOLYMPICS~!!

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
Sarah> Hehehehehehehehehee...

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